The Muse, the Messiah and the Madness

How you doing my girl,

How have you been?

The work, the weather 

And hey when’s the wedding?

Cuz your clock’s been ticking

And dad’s been worrying 

Your hair is greying

Those things are gonna sag

My oh my this is just so sad

So stop being a tease
And tell me please?!

Who’s keeping you… from tying the knot

Is it you who’s running or 

Is he scared of the thought?

Who’s your man?

Your better half?

What’s in your head?

Who’s in your heart?

I wish you didn't ask

But now that you did

Would you love to meet

My muse, messiah and madness?

Because just a man is just too less

To make and break and make again

All that I was, will be and that I am

Forgive me for I am not your quintessential nice

And someone once said, variety is the spice of life

So meet my Muse

Oh what words, what verse do I use

To describe this fiend of a friend!

One who burns like flame and fades like snow

If only I could tell and you could dare to know

The things I wanna do, that no one ever did to you

Bring you to your knees, make you plead and beg for a release

Wrap you in my words and pin you down

Till I pen you down…
Over and over and over again

Till the crack of dawn

Lost in thoughts and devoid of sleep

Oh the words, the stories, the music 

The colours, the patterns, the magic

How they all come... together so beautifully

How just how, do you do this to me?

You my muse, you have done it again

From living in a dream to dreaming up a life 

You make me laugh, cry and write again

Rise and fall, and smile again

You make me take the stage again

Now meet my Messiah

The king of utopia

He can do it all, be it all, has it all

And still... and still he wants it all

With the fervor of a man

And the grace of a woman

He knows no freakin’ limit

Because he’s a free spirit 

A conqueror, adventurer

Oh you majestic trailblazer

Shine on me a little of that light

You see I normally don’t subscribe

To the left or the right, but in your tribe

I feel home, I feel right

And splendidly wrong 

And incredibly strong
To be where I belong

And finally… there’s my madness

The only one they see and who needs no address

The only one beside me and inside me

For he’s always been there

Through the dark and despair

In the silence and the rage

A fallen angel, he is no sage

Nor does he wish to be, 

Known for anything but brutal honesty, 

So like renegades, we fight and fornicate

We win and lose and try not to complicate

We are tired and torn, 

We have died and reborn

Dancing to one song, the wizards of word
Like always, it’s us against the world

That’s about it

So now ask me 

No wait tell me

I belong to what man?

You see I'm owned by none

For why should I and why the hell should one

Belong to her, belong to me 

Or belong to thee

Because you see...

I hope you can see...

All this belonging leads to longing

Bothering and smothering and hovering and hollering 

A hell lot of explaining

And then apologizing and wondering

Oh do I think too much, do I speak too much,

Am I too strong or am I weak too much?

So excuse me from your golden cage
Your goddamn rules of gender and age

It’s a happy place, to be on your own
And to be with the one who feels home
Who feels like a team on a winning spree
Who with me, can be… young, wild and free
Now that’s a rare kind and hard to find
So please don’t mind

Me minding my business
My muse, messiah and madness

I cruise ahead with my magical trinity
For together us four… we make infinity